~FoReVeR~ in my heart;

Thursday, June 21, 2007 @12:52 AM

SORRY! so long didnt update..here u go heng bin :)) my updated blog.haha..

this week us like the feel of sch starting..minus the waking up early for school only so well..still need some getting used to..haha.argh..thinking of climbing out of bed early is quite a dready thot "((..hmm...life still goes on..

the world revolves with or without so its not always bad becoz no one will stop to say.."awww..i am so sorry to hear but i will be here for u always (and really stay there for u) " thats quite sad but i think its right..so the WORLD DOESNT STOP! so dont be demoralised and stop living :))..

ok..what i learnt today is that :) i dont care if u got it or u didnt catch it.becoz life is great! dont ponder on something so sad so much..haha..life is hope ")) i love everyone!

Monday, May 28, 2007 @10:59 PM

i already said this an upteenth time! now i have learnt that if u dont get me..then forget it. i wont answer :) till i get the question i would wanna answer.. that is..u and i know very well.its your choice and your life :)) get it straight i dont owe u a single crap..

thanks for the marvellous day :) although we had been quarrelling alot these few times but i am glad it has tied down and i am sure this will continue on till forever :)) thank you! muacks :))

Thursday, May 24, 2007 @6:53 PM

well..well..well!my brother is so damn happy! i wish i can be as happy as he is man! when will i be the old bubbly girl i was when i jus knew u? i dont know..i hate to post this sad thing...but how else can i put my FeELINGS?

school is coming to an end..soon its the holidays! but i will hav to be studying studying and more studying..this is what i must do!i will study and do well:)

Sunday, May 13, 2007 @12:29 AM

SICK!

i am feeling so sick..jus thinking of it..ewwwwwwwwwww!!! disguisting..get those filthy things off my brain please :(

my day had been fine on the average today..taking the
REALLY GOOD - REALLY BAD = JUST AVERAGE

tada! i did the sums..haha..ok.i am not in the best of mood now but i shall just suppress it first..i am just sick :S damn.. smth stupid happened just now..i called my bestie and a guy answered and was like..erm..who is this?u got the wrong number..hhaa.while my bestie was at the background laughing away..wahaha..its good to hear her being so happy..somethimes when u are down, hearing others laugh can cheer u up! especially when its ur bestie! :DD

i dont wanna think of the bad stuff..but really i can only use the nice stuff to cover it up.but eventually i run out of good things and i need to face reality again :( sadly but true..i am sick still..

Sunday, April 01, 2007 @7:02 AM

i want to cry out loud

Thursday, March 29, 2007 @12:37 AM

i know what i must do :(

if its gone its gone forever..

can i find it back? <3

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @11:56 PM

i realised one thing : it doesnt pay to be nice. i tried to be nice and gave inbut i was returned w a traumatic shock! okeyy..i shant elaborate..it hurts :((

why do i have to be free when u are free?why whenever u are free i will be free and accompany u?haiz..i promise that i will make myself busy from now on.i dont have to set my schedule such that my weekends are usually free becoz i know u might be free..i wont again.sometimes when my schedules are overloaded i space them out ot mis some of the not so impt ones jus to spend the day w u becoz u are free..i get sadness in the end.I HATE THIS! i wont tolerate them anymore, i am sorry..my patience has a limit.
i made a mistake today..it really doesnt pay to be nice! not only do i feel unhappy inside, my material wealth is also unhappy..i am not meaning anything but its double setback and i really dont feel good..money can always be earned or saved again, but the hurt inflicted takes time to heal..I SHLDNT HAV DONE WAT I DID TODAY..i am silly :'(